presents, cards... that was my usual surprises for him... i had wanted to do something different this year...my first idea was a weekend get...

presents, cards... that was my usual surprises for him... i had wanted to do something different this year...my first idea was a weekend get...
by the end of yesterday after my last post, just before i squeezed myself into bed among all the pillows, comforter and FURry daughters... m...
today is just one of those times when i feel like yelling at whoever is up there... why couldnt he/she just let me say my final goodbyes to ...
of late, things had not been that easy for us... weekdays were spent at work... or should i say zombieing and stoning my way through work......