of Nervous-ness, of Distraction

my alarm rang at 6.10am this morning... as usual, i hit the snooze button groggily... 10 minutes later, i forced my eyes open despite the inviting coziness of the bed, cold breeze from the air cond and his warm arms around me... lied on the bed for some time hearing the comforting sound of him sleeping... as i was reluctantly dragging myself out of bed, i heard him jumped up from the bed next to me... he just looked at me, and rushed his words out that he needed to run to the bathroom... he was so adorable... one minute i was hearing him sleeping soundly, and another minute he was out of bed heading towards the room door...
surprisingly, i got ready by 7am... darn! half hour to kill before i had to leave for work... now that i thought about it... it wasnt that hard to kill time... i crept into bed, got myself some hugs and watched him sleep while waiting for the cue from the other room that JL and his wife were ready to go...

as i got to work, i remembered him telling me just before i sleep last night... that i have a slow emotional response to events and things around me... his guess was that i'll only start to be nervous about my new job coming thursday or so... probably he's right... or not...

my phone rang the minute my clock on the lappy showed 9am... picking up the phone, i couldnt even recognize the number... until i heard eve's voice... the recruiter from the coming new place i'm heading to called up to confirm my attendance next monday... i was like, "yeah... i'll be there..." an hour into work (or slacking, i'd say...), then it hit me... why is there a need to call me??? if there is any changes on my part, i'd call and inform... i thought that's pretty obvious... hmmm... but i guess that's considered good follow up and service... ta-da!!! the differences of an international corperation vs malaysian company...

and then, mom emailed me... between my hectic schedules lately, i had totally forgotten to inform her of my decision... whether to take up the counter offer or take a step and jump to a big 4... and now my heart is starting to pump... there's a slight nervousness in me everytime the thought of next monday comes to mind... my guess is, it should be a huge blow up by thursday (just as his guess was)...

and thanks to WL... she took my mind off these things for a couple of hours... saw a couple of photos that i was tagged to... i'd say they are pretty snazzy... unfortunately, i dont get to view the whole album... (hey babe... if you're reading this... quickly loosen the privacy settings and share them with me... XP) so far, of all the photos that she had shared... this is my favourite!